Friday, January 31, 2003

Difficulties are meant to rouse, not discourage.
--William Ellery Channing


yah yah so it's been awhile..i've been a lost sheep this past week..hopefully things will all work out soon enough...hahah did that make sense? ah well..i don't think i've made sense these days anyway...when things just don't go your way..it's not a bad sign right..i guess there's some master plan out there for me but i've yet to understand it..i think things happen for a reason..and all things we learn from..ehhh..don't wanna be drama here..it's friday..and time for a 3-day weekend baby..woohoo...dang..i've been working overtime and i don't think it's ever going to end..it's okay though cuz i am in financial debt..which sucks..but that college degree was well worth it right?..yah i guess so=P..anyway..so..last night..celebrated 2 of our friends' birthdays..hahaa and what happens?...TIRED before it even hits 10 pm...geez if that's not a sign of getting old..i dunno what is...if the music was better maybe i would've been more awake..it's cool though..yet another chance to kick it with the homie friends=)...man..only 9 more hours to go..must..keep..eyes..open. and so..what do we think of our millionaire joe shmoe and the idol of america..oh yah..and ms. bachelorette...hahha i'm such a tv addict cuz of those shows...so i hear that the slurp..slap..mmm chick was a porn star or something like that..dang what will fox hide from us next..i doubt it would matter though..america loves scandal i guess??...all right..time to get back to work..laterz..

-aloha and mahalo...belle=)

Monday, January 20, 2003

As for courage and will - we cannot measure how much of each lies within us, we can only trust there will be sufficient to carry through trials which may lie ahead.
--Andre Norton


ahhhhh..how i love these 4-day weekends!!..woohoo..no work until hump day..and then hopefully the rest of the week flies by and then it's time for the weekend again..teeheeha..so ok..me and lou just came back from taiko's..i'm soooooo full!!..if you have the appetite..and there's 2 or more of yah...opt for the deluxe combi platter...mmmm mmmm..muy yum..i think i talk about food too much..must concentrate on food..hahha..oops freaudian slip=P..must concentrate on exercising...working out..getting fit and in shape!!..well anyways...so yah..we were at taiko's right..and i had to use the bathroom..so i open up the stall and what do i see?...the lowest freakin toilet i've ever seen..and to top it all off..the toilet paper holder thingy wasn't like right there to give me some easy access..it was way up against the wall...what were they thinking designing these bathrooms...maybe the toilet was designed for yao ming or something..hahha..i won't even talk about the game on friday!..all i have to say is those officials must've gotten paid to make some messed up calls like that!!!......random ramble..so...got to see jenn and ryan today on their visit to so cal..hahah and for once we agree on the same team to cheer for..gooooo raiders...hahahh i know now how she feels to be the only one cheering for a team that no one else really likes..i got totally clowned by my cousins for wanting them to take this year's superbowl..it's okay if they're the oakland raiders..what matters is that at one time, they were the LOS ANGELES RAIDERS!!...hahaha gotta cheer for my l.a. teams now..past and present!!...oh my gosh..the best massage today!!..Inada chair massagers....oooh it felt soooo relaxing..it finds your pressure points...and takes away the stress..from your neck all the way down to your calves!....one day i'll get it..and woohoo..massage everyday! all right shaved ice time=)

--aloha and mahalo...belle=)

Wednesday, January 15, 2003

Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.
~Author Unknown


Rest In Peace John Paul Halog. You are truly missed! We know you're watching down on us smiling...
A lady came up to me on the street and pointed to my suede jacket. "You know a cow was murdered for that jacket?" she sneered. I replied in a psychotic tone, "I didn't know there were any witnesses. Now I'll have to kill you too."
--Jake Johanson


hahahahha..apologies to all the vegetarian/vegans out there who find today's quote insulting..i thought it was pretty funny though..teeheehaha..so i finished catcher in the rye last week and i'm about to start the quarter-life crisis book..i liked catcher in the rye, it's kind of an eye-opener for me on how some people may view the world..so two thumbs up mr. jd salinger..i like seeing the dvd/video commercial for jenifer aniston's "the good girl" cuz it shows a clip of this guy saying he's reading catcher in the rye and how he's named after the book..hahhah and jenifer's (yes first name basis!).. like..so your names catcher?..hahhaha..hillarious...anyway. so yah..3rd day of not being called in to jury duty..i hope it's like this for the whole week..i dunno why i'm so chicken about going..i mean i know people that've gone and they don't mind it..and i haven't even gone but i do mind..weird no?..i think cuz i keep imagining it to be like some interrogation and all..oh well...hopefully it doesn't happen..i think i'm gonna be a biter off of everyone's sites and add a comment or tag section...if i can with the little computer knowledge i have..hmm...one of the advantages of having a boyfriend who majored in ics..heheheh he gets to help me with all my computer questions..so yah..hopefully it'll be up by next week...wouldn't that just be so lovely?

--aloha and mahalo...belle=)

Tuesday, January 14, 2003

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.
--Ben Stein


hmm...decisions decisions...too much to decide and too little time to do it in..how much is too much thinking before you exhaust yourself with doubt and worry until you are fully satisfied with your choice..i think i think too much..geez..i have to think about thinking?..i'm weird i know...i remember in high school we used to always say...don't think too much..it starts to hurt..which was true for us at least..hahah of course thinking back then was always about that boy, or that test you failed...how simple life was back then..here's a late new year's resolution..stop thinking so much and go with the flow...i think i've told myself that so many times..let's hope it slowly starts to kick in=P..(note to self: number of times i've said think/thinking so far = 9..must...decrease...hahhaah)...so anyways..joe millionaire...those girls crack me up..all they do is talk about his $$$$..what has the world come to? imagine if they had a twist to the story...joe shmoe tells his final chick he's not a millionaire..she freaks out dumps him..and then..he says he really is..he just wanted to see if she was shallow or not..muahahah that'd cool!..so i worked out again yesterday..not so sore today as i was on sunday..good to know since i wanna be buff and strong..hahahh right..i'd settle for fit and in shape!..time for lunch..mmm...lunch...laterz yo!

--aloha and mahalo...belle=)

Friday, January 10, 2003

Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight.
--Benjamin Franklin


yay it's friday...and we all know what that means...sleeeeeeeping all weekend and just relaxing..hahha yah right..lou's already made it clear that tomorrow's gonna be an all day football day...that's cool..i wanna see the raiders play anyway..and it's cool watching hines?? ward from the steelers=P..this week seems to have gone pretty fast...but geez within one week so much seems to have happened..decisions decisions..i guess i'll see how it goes..man i have my jury duty this coming monday..well actually i'm on-call..so i have to call sunday night to find out if i need to go..my first ever jury duty summons..pretty scary!..so yah..not really looking forward to that one..i hear that it's just question after question until the lawyers decide to keep you or dump you...dude i swear this upcoming year at work is just gonna be sooooo overwhelming..it's like project after project after project..and oh if there's time..here's another little project for you to work on on the side..hahaha...i don't mind it so much..i'm starting to understand a bit more about how things go around here..i just know i'm gonna have a billion questions though to see if i'm doing it right..ooooh so tuesday i started my first night of working out..well i call it a workout at least...i jump rope...and dang is it tiring...then i do some tummy exercises...then i lift my weights to get that nice tricep muscle definition on my arm..it seems to have disappeared amongst all of my lost muscle somewhere..hahhahah..so yah hopefully it'll be consistent this time so that by the summertime i can say..woohoo i'm finally back in shape=P...alrighty time to work...i'm audi 5000 with a sun roof...

-aloha and mahalo...belle=)

Monday, January 06, 2003

Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living; the other helps you make a life.
--Sandra Carey


ahhh..monday...somebody's got a case of the mondee's..and that must be me...dang it was so freaking windy last night and this morning, i thought my car would blow away or something on my way to work!..okay exaggerated..but the wind was really howling last night...so...me and lou watched lion king on saturday..aww it was so good..i liked it a lot! the person who came up with that vision has such the imagination..i thought the giraffe's were cool..and the pantages..it's just beautiful..i could stare at the roof and analyze it forever i think..hahha...anyways..so yah..yesterday we went to interfaith for mass...man..i barely recognized anyone..i was always used to seeing those familiar faces and knowing that things were going to be all right..and while i was there i started thinking how weird it felt being back on campus..driving up california was such a trip...then passing by the engineering buildings just reminded me of all the late nights spent there finishing up labs..cramming like crazy...getting pizza delivered to gateway..hahha..and then i thought of our graduation video..*sigh*..i miss it all..i know i must say that a lot..but i really and truly miss being in college..passing by cornell..columbia..dang.. i guess i was just reminiscing like crazy...how does one adjust to this crap?..hmm maybe i need to start reading my book..i dunno..i ramble way to much about this..oh well..that's me..rambling and rambling..anyways...dude..the freakin alberton's by campus is soooooo huge now..hahah it's like a regular supermarket now...i was amazed..i wanted to walk in like all the aisle's and just explore..ah well..so yah...now i'm back at work..funny how in college you'd never have thought you'd be where you are now...i've been having this conversation with lou a lot lately...i dunno..i just never thought i'd be doing what i'm doing for a living..it's like i get up..and think..man..i have to go to work..i always thought that i'd find something i loved..and when it was time for work..i wouldn't mind so much going..in fact i'd love work because i'm doing what i enjoy..yet that's not how it is for me..i work just cuz i have to..is that bad?..i have no idea..maybe one of these day's i'll finally wake up looking forward to work..as of now..it doesn't seem likely=P..hmm...i'm one confused child...oh well...hasta whala-lay-low..hahha...jack..he's one funny guy..

--aloha and mahalo...belle=)

Friday, January 03, 2003

The true secret of giving advice is, after you have honestly given it, to be perfectly indifferent whether it is taken or not, and never persist in trying to set people right.
--Hannah Whitall Smith


Happy happy belated new year's to y'alls=)...oh how i just loved the 6-day vacation i had..although i'm on probation and i shouldn't have any vacation until after a year of working for the city..i was able to work things out and trade my days off for some christmas break time..so that was really good..i got to go boarding, watch lotr again..oooh but this time on imax..wahoo legolas!!!...hmm..more shopping, vegas for new years..hahhah where lou got to experience new years with mi familia again=)...more shopping...relaxation...and a bit more shopping...all in all..it was a good time...and now the weekend is upon us yet again..dang....but i'm still at work..15 more minutes..boo..i don't like having to stay an extra hour..it feels soooooooo slow...yay me and lou get to see lion king tomorrow..i'm so excited..i've been wanting to watch this since like forever..anyways..i can't believe it's already 2003...my how the time flies..it was a good 2002..a lot more learning about life but also more confusion along the way...hahha i bought this book over the weekend called the "quarter-life crisis" (i know books are underlined..but i don't see an underline thingy here)..so yah..i'm hoping this book will help me figure things out...but at the same time i'm scared it's gonna be a slap in the face on what life after graduation is all about..we'll see how that goes...i'll start reading it when i'm done with "catcher in the rye"...i never had to read that book and lou keeps telling me what a good book it is..and so far..yah it is a pretty good read..dang that boy's got issues!!!..so much to say..so little time....lookout weekend here i come!!!..hasta luego mis amigos!!...

--aloha and mahalo...belle=)