Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.
-Joshua J. Marine

hmm so it's been called to my attention that i lack the ability to go in detail with my stories?..hahha believe me i can go in detail..it'll just be a lot of reading i guess...so here goes..(a continuation of my massage at the day spa in p.i.)...i go into the waiting area to get my massage...and out comes this "helga" looking filipino woman..you know like in the tv shows..it's those nurses who always wanna give the dude a shot in the butt??..ahahah...so anyways..she leads me to the massage table and just motions for me to take off my robe..mind you i only have my bottoms on...which is whoa to me cuz i've never been to a day spa before..but apparently some people go full on nude to these places..so i guess i was being conservative??..so i lie on my tummy and she starts to massage me...and then as she starts massaging my lower back i feel a tug at my undies..and hands on my buttocks..ahhhh i felt violated...i just wanted to get up and get the heck outta there...then hahahha after a while it actually started to feel nice..and i calmed down...ha..until she told me to lie on my back..so yah here i thought i'd be covered up in the front right??...obviously miss helga thought otherwise, and i was going commando style...oh my gosh...if any one of the other people in there looked up they woulda seen me!..so i guess i treated it as more of an out of body experience than a nice relaxing tummy massage??!!!..hahahah...so after the massage. me, my sisters and my cousins were talking about our massages and i was telling them about how i felt all weird when she didn't cover me up...as i find out later on..i was the only one not covered..all the other chicks got their frontage hidden...hmmm...i felt the violation!...oh well..i guess that's what i get for paying 7 bucks for a massage??...so yah..word to the wise when getting a massage...you WILL be exposed!=P..like it or not..commando style baby!

so anyways...yesterday seemed like such a blah day for me...and the rain just added to my mood..it's like those days where you wonder why things happen the way they do...i dunno..and contrary to what others may think..i'm not pms'ing..just curious as to the reasons for things occurring...i guess my perception of things has kinda changed since i've been back..change is good right?...i dunno..or maybe i just don't care about things as much as i should..things i thought i understood now confuse me...dang i don't think i'm making any sense..i don't wanna think too much about all this...cuz when you think too much it starts to hurt..and that just sucks...

ehhh no more drama...on a brighter note...me and lou saw the lakers open a can of whoop-ass on the queens last thursday at the staples center...dang..you'd think that having the high ass seats like we did would suck..but dude..just being at the game was sooooooooooooo dope!!..i screamed like crazy for them...hehehe especially for my favorito..mr. robert "clutch man" horry!.damn i wanna see another game already!..okay time to get some r&r..laters yo!

-aloha and mahalo...belle=)