That is what learning is. You suddenly understand something you've understood all your life, but in a new way.

-Doris Lessing

yesterday was an eye-opener of a day..i let out some issues that i've been bottling up for a long time..it felt good..i hope it makes us stronger..it's something that needs to be given closure in order for me to get past all this drama..i'm sure it'll be hard..but i know it will make things better..at least i think so..thank you boyfriend for your patience and understanding..i know i don't get all cheesy on you...hehe..but if you only knew how much i appreciate you being there for me and dealing with me=P..

okay yah...so anyways..went to magic this past saturday..woohoo..i must say..my stomach twirled and whirled and did some upside down turning..but it was soooooooooo fun..i think i had big expectations for X..but after riding deja vu..nothing can compare to that..deja vu is freaking scary!..i remember i used to never worry about the safety of rollercoasters before..but this time..every ride we went on..i'd tug and pull the seatbelts/lap bars/chest pads to make sure that they were secure..i swear it must be the oldness in me kicking in..i wanted to make sure i didn't fall out..normal fear right?=P..cuz for real..some of those roller coasters..when you're 90 degrees and facing the ground..hundreds of feet in the air..it's freaking scary to know the only thing holding you in is this little padded chest bar and a seatbelt..woowee..scary..yet fuuuuuuuuuuun..let's all go back=)..

i really have this urge to go bowling..i dunno why..i think cuz we were talking about it last week and i totally want to go..who's down..let's bowl some turkeys meng!..ooooooooooh so lou & i booked our philly trip last night..yeeha i'm excited..i know i know...what's in philly..why philly...it was just a spur of the moment thing..it's the start of my traveling season..haha..first philly..then ny..seattle..d.c...florida..europe..australia..etc..i shall conquer all..muahahha...but for now..i'll conquer philly and their yummy cheesesteaks=P