Success on any major scale requires you to accept responsibility... in the final analysis, the one quality that all successful people have... is the ability to take on responsibility.
-Michael Korda

oh why oh way did i wait so long to start studying for this test? technically, if i had good study habits i would have started since october..but me..being a procrastinator and not wanting to subject myself to grueling hours of theory and calculations waited until february! actually..more like march, since february was all busy preparing for ate's wedding..and so here i am..3 days until the exam..what do i do now? i've decided to take tomorrow off to do my last review..thursday i'll be at work..i figure, there's no point in me taking the day off..i'm just going to be all anxious and want to study and try to cram some more..which would be totally useless for me..this is stuff i should have done weeks ago..even months...so now i'm bit by the panic bug..this is what i get for waiting too long..boooooooooooooooooooooooo..

dude, and it didn't help that on those weekends i should've studied all day and night..i ended up doing something..anything besides studying...going out with boyfriend..being lazy and sleeping in..going on our fun runs.. and hanging out with the homies afterwards=P..snowboarding..paintballing..watching freaking anime!..not that i didn't want to do any of these things..i abolutely love doing this stuff...well not getting pelted by paintballs though...it's just..now i wish i had managed my time better..oh well..i could say a lot of coulda, woulda, shoulda's..but there's no use right?..what's in my brain now is what will be there to help me this fri/sat..i should stop whining like a brat and understand that this is all a part of life..hehe..all our actions lead to their respective consequences..we'll see how it goes.

at least after the test i get to fly out to san jose to meet lou & his family to kick it saturday night with romey-shmoe and lou's cousins..then the baptism on sunday..hopefully i'll have had enough rest on the flight there to be able to kick it all night..i'd like to unwind with some lambanog that lou got me from p.i..woohoo.. nothing beats the p.e. exam blues than having a good 'ol shot of some alki-hallll=P

anyways..kudos to joban for hosting team sore knees & guests of honor on saturday/sunday..much fun "studying", cooking, eating, taking cool pics with boyfriend's camera..inviting jevon to souplantation..but word to the wise when eating with us after a run..when we say we're eating "ribs"..it's really just a ploy for us to lure you and spend time with us while we pig out on SALAD and SOUP..heheh tasty eh?...let's see..oh yah and watching closer,amelie one of my favs!..and part of sidewalks of ny..need to finish that one by the way..seemed like a pretty good movie from what i did see...hmmm..i think i see now why my study habits are bad..hahha...all that time i should've been estudiando!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh...well at least i did some studying right?..hehe