One thousand days to learn; ten thousand days to refine.
-Japanese Proverb

oh man..i did the most horrid thing yesterday..so i've been having to go out driving again for work right?..and i'm driving down figueroa..kinda ghetto area..and i see this lump in the road..i figured it was a ripped tire strip..cuz there were a lot on the road..so i was getting w/in a car's length from the "tire strip" right..when all of the sudden a HEAD pops up!!

it's a freaking pidgeon sitting in the middle of the road!!! i can't swerve to dodge it cuz i'd run over it with the tires since i was so close..so i figure, i'll make sure that i get it in the middle of my path to avoid the tires and i'll just go right over the bird w/o harming it..ummm yah..i must've forgotten that i wasn't driving my 4runner..which i think if i did, my plan would've worked..instead, i was driving a PRIUS!!! and those cars are soooo low to the ground..so yah..i go right over the bird..thinking, yay i didn't run over it!..i was wrong=(..i look in my rearview to make sure the bird was okay..then i realized that the car was too low for me to clear the pidgeon safely..i just saw wings flapping..and then there was no movement..i was in such shock..i killed a pidgeon=(..maaaaaaaaan..i feel so bad! i think this is karma for me for making fun of my cousin a long time ago when she hit a pidgeon while she was backing out..

so i had to blog about this..even if it's really disturbing to some..but i had to get this out of my head..i keep picturing the wings flapping and it gives me shivers..sorry..so sorry mr/ms. gray pidgeon who had to be hiding its head while i drove by..i hope your okay in birdie heaven.

alright..time to sleep..