I was in the drug store the other day trying to get a cold medication...Not easy. There's an entire wall of products you need. You stand there going, Well, this one is quick acting but this is long lasting...Which is more important, the present or the future?
-Jerry Seinfeld

hmm i've been feeling a bit confused lately. well more just about my job and such. could it be my quarter-life crisis attitude kicking in again? no idea. ha probably! but with everything going on lately, i just don't feel like i want to be here forever. hehe well not forever, just til i retired=P. i guess the environment's changed. morale is blah and it sucks. i'm wondering if i should start looking for other jobs. i guess in the same field, just a new venue=P. but would i be happier? man, i guess i'll never know unless i try. it's just scary to think about sometimes y'know? you always here about "oh the grass is greener on the other side," but man what if it's not? i'm just thinking too much. and being a chicken at the same time=/. ahhh, there are no guarantees in life are there? ooh drama..haha i need to stop.

so this weekend is boyfriend's bday. yay..dang, can't believe you'll be 27..2-7 man. gosh we're getting old..hehe. so i'm going to take him for a skydive this weekend. woohoo can't wait. i don't think it's hit me yet that we'll be in a plane way high up in the air. i think i'm too caught up in the moment right now. haha, let's hope that mentality stays so that i don't freak out when i look out of the plane!

and so the end of august is approaching..and september's right around the corner..geez this month went by fast. i'm sure september will be just as fast seeing as how all the weekends we either have a baptism or a run to go to. should be interesting. sometimes i wish i could be like evie and just touch my fingers to enjoy things at a standstill. that would be freaking cool.

oooh and happy belated bday je-von, aka "luke"=).