If you don't learn to laugh at troubles, you won't have anything to laugh at when you grow old.
-Edward W. Howe

sometimes i wonder if i've reused the same quotes..ha i probably have. so i used to have a classmate with the last name howe. it was so funny, him & some of his brothers were named after characters/things in the lotr/hobbit series. i didn't see the connection until i finished all the books. i always thought his mom was a bit eccentric..very cool, but verrrrry eccentric.

so all day today the guy in the next cube over has been plotting some graphs. and i think it needs some wd-40 or something because it sounds extremely squeaky. okay well pretty much like that eeeh-uhh-eeeeh-uhhh bouncing bed noise. i wanna laugh but it's so freaking quiet over here.

my eyes are dry. i've been wearing my contacts this whole week b/c i'm sick. don't think that made sense so i'll explain. for some reason if i have a cold and i'm wearing my eyeglasses, it feels like my sinuses get clogged faster (if that's even possible) and i have to blow my nose a lot. i dunno it just feels like a blehhh feeling, so since i had a cold this week i opted to wear my contacts. it was going okay for the most part. but yesterday and today my eyes started to get really dry. maybe it's time to change the pair out? bah. but it makes things blurry sometimes.

so me & boyfriend were talking..via email..hehe..today and we decided that we're going to make a video. and no, not that kind of video guys! but a funny one. well funny to me, action to boyfriend i guess? well we'll see. it seems cool, so hopefully we have time to do it next month..woohoo.

oooh and guess what? we decided that one of the first things we're going to do in the house is build a fort. pretty cool eh? yah you love it! hahah..a freaking fort. that'd be nice. i even planned out where and how i'd set mine up. hmm i just realized how dorky that sounds. but duuuuuuuuude i used to always do that as a kid at home. wanna know something gross though? i remember i built one in the corner of my living room. i was probably like 5 or 6. i stashed EVERYTHING in there, cuz it was my hideout yo! and i think okay well i was told, that we had a country mouse in our house..and it lived in my fort while i was away. so my parents had to take it down. booooo. but ewwwwww at the same time.

thank goodness it's friday. this week feels long. but i can't believe how fast it seems october is going. man, so much is happening this month it's unbelievable. i wish i could just scream right now. haha that'd be a good one.

i really don't like shady people. specifically those you have to do business with. geez, i don't think i could have the conscience to have that kind of a job.

i realize today i'm full of random thoughts. i think it exemplifies my current state of mind. and i was reminded again how slow i am to understand jokes/sayings. boo on that! i thought talking fast meant my mind processed things faster? hahah.