It is not fair to ask of others what you are not willing to do yourself.
-Eleanor Roosevelt

thank you "new" xbox..for taking away my boyfriend!!!ahhhhhhhhhhh...so, i must've heard this almost everyday since friday after work:

lou: you go and watch your sex & the city dvd's, i guess i'll just play xbox (trying to sound all sad and stuff..ha!)

me: haha, you act like it's soooo hard for you to play xbox, like you're suffering when you play!

maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan ryan and jovan..i want to throw that xbox out of the window..it's consumed my boyfriend..and i've nicknamed his new xbox girlfriend, xeny (sounds like zeeny)..haha..cuz for real..it's soooo funny how lou will be like.."oh, you're going to watch days?" or "oh, you're going to watch your dvd's?..then i'll just play my xbox i guess"...and it's not like i'm even doing those things yet..he just out of the blue, volunteers to me to watch these shows just to squeeze in as much gaming time as he possible can w/ that new toy of his..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i guess..i mean...it's like me taking him shopping right?..blah..hahha that's not mean of me to think that way is it?..hahah..i'm just hatin' i know, i know..

anyways..i am sooooooo disappointed in myself..no cicely, you did not fail in your running this weekend..i failed in our training regime..me & jovan tried to run outdoors on the track..but it only lasted 5 miles cuz it started raining..so i told jovan i'll try to go later..didn't happen..the rain kept me indoors..i suck..i hope i can get back on track this week..cuz i know this weekend we'll be busy soaking up all the snow..woohoo..so for reals..no more ms. nice lady and stepping off the treadmill if someone's waiting..we'll just do what jovan says "you take care of you, your body has more needs than others"..haha hilarious..good motivation eh? so yah..back on track yo!!!!

man..i love being indoors when it's raining, i wish i was back under the warm blankets..sucks to be at work today....*sigh*..time for jack johnson music..hehe