Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves.
-Mitch Albom

arghhhhhhhhh...how can anyone possibly get past the craziness that has been going on. sorry been having some family issues lately and i'm trying to stay as patient as i can..but there are just those days that i explode and my mouth goes off about things that i've tried to keep inside..and yah i know it's bad to keep things bottled up..but that's just me..there's certain things that i'd rather not say to a person and would just have it pass..but it's hard in this situation..seeing as how the same issues can never get resolved..and the one thing i want to do right now is move out..not only to be out on my own again but to get away from it all..is that so terrible? part of me thinks it's a way to run away from the problems..which is never a good thing..i dunno..can never win in this kind of situation..some people are just too stubborn and can have a jaded view on what's happening. blah..stupid..

anyways..on a brighter and yummier note..it's been sooooooooo dang hot these past few days right? so i was going to albertson's yesterday after going to the verizon store..boo my phone won't charge so they're going to replace it but i have to wait for a new shipment cuz they ran out of my phone..(**side note, so if you try to call my cell..uhhh sorry if i don't get back to you right away..haha no phone=P)..anyways..i was on my way to albertson's..the sun burning my skin through the windows..when i thought...man i'm craving a popsicle..that'd be good..or do i want a fudgesicle...haha cuz knowing me, once i have one..soon i'm gonna want the other..then i was like..dude, it'd be so cool if they did a combo box..half fudgesicles half popsicles..so as i'm passing the "showcase freezer" (hehe the one they put for those last minute shoppers right across from the cashiers)..when i see IT!!..they have a freaking VALUE-PACK!!.. FUDGESICLES/POPSICLES/CREAMSICLES.. mmm 20 in a box..well i'm not the biggest fan of creamsicles..my little sister thinks i'm crazy..but i know in elementary when they would give them after hot lunch i tried one and thought it was weird tasting..i'd eat all the orange popsicle part but leave the middle..haha..weird..who knows, maybe my taste buds have changed and i'll enjoy them now..well the point is...that was the highlight of yesterday's yucky events..heheh i found my summer cooler=)

ahhh..hump day has arrived..i hope friday appears soon.