If you make a living, if you earn your own money, you're free--however free one can be on this planet.
-Theodore White

and there you have it

wow..so no more blogging about any kind of work issue i may have..how funny, isn't it? i guess it kinda makes sense..to a point..sucks that we have to be told what we can and can't write about..i guess it's more of an issue with the bigwigs not wanting to look bad to prospective clients/employees. so okay fine..but at the same time..it should be a wake up call to their own employees' needs..not like i know too much of the issue..but to fire someone about what they wrote? harsh i say.

i hope its still okay to say:

"man, bad day at work today"
"i'm stressed at work"

yada yada yada.....i should stop..if i go on, big brother might hunt my arse down=P

on a brighter note..yeeha hooray it's freaking friday..12 more hours til the trek to pismo beach..i can't wait..after working late last night i'm sooooooooooo looking forward to this mini vacation..and time with the familia will be grand. hehe i hope those wineries are ready for us..we're already rowdy when we're all together and sober. ha, could you imagine us being all liquored up? then again..the wine could give us a calming effect right? and make us somber and quiet..uhhhhh riiiiiiiiiight=P.

so i was inadvertently told a few days ago that i'm getting old..that i should be married now with kids..that the older i get, the harder it's going to be for someone to want to marry me if there's younger women out there..man, how cruel can you be? i even told the guy that i was in a long term relationship for almost 4 years this coming july 18..did he care? not really..i think he was just trying to get across his point that women should marry young and that the age a guy gets married doesn't matter....arghhhhhhh

i swear, in a field where women are the total minority it's kinda hard to always hear this stuff..well at the same time funny. there's a bunch of people who follow tom lykas' words religiously..and we constantly hear the complaints guys have w/ girls..it's so contradictory sometimes..one person will tell the young guys..don't ever get married..just stay single and have fun..then turn around and tell the girls, you better get married soon, you're getting too old!..hahah nice isn't it? my point? ehhhh do whatever you like and what makes you happy..if you want to live the single life..by all means go ahead..if you want to get married and have a family..sure why don't you..everyone has there own opinions right? sorry i could go on forever with this..it's the ongoing debate we always have..