Once the game is over, the king and pawn go back in the same box.
-Italian Proverb

a absolutely positively abhorrrrrrrrrrrrrr this woman right now..in 2 weeks she'll be paid..and i pray pray pray that I'll never have to deal with idiotic, selfishly shady people like that ever again!! in the mean time..i'll probably be filled with 2 more weeks of stress...bah..actually i'm just going to put this whole ordeal in the weeeeee spot in the back of my mind that is filled with nonsense stuff...there's other things i need to concentrate on, and this woman, is totally not one i'd wish to think about.

so, moving in on sunday..bought a bed on monday which should also be delivered on sunday too...wahoo my first queen bed...so i was making a list yesterday of things i have to buy..and man, just the bed sheet stuff/bathroom stuff/kitchen stuff was already a lot! *sigh* it's expensive to move out..but i need to see it as a future investment..haha to when i eventually own a home...so yah..all this shopping that i HAVE to do is an investment=)...and then i started to make a grocery list..and man..when starting up a food storage from scratch, there's a lot to get...but oh well..just gotta keep telling myself that it'll all be worth it..

i told my parents yesterday that i'm moving this sunday..actually i told my dad, who in turn informed my mom..my dad thinks i'm crazy for wanting to pay to rent when i can be at home for free (uhhh right!)..and he was being all mean saying that they should just adopt a daughter..get a student from the p.i. or something who needs a place to live..what a meanie!!!...and my mom is still in denial..she was like "so are you still moving out?" yes. "why?" and so the backlash of moving out is beginning..i'm hearing the angry and disgruntled mumbles of my parents..no idea if they're voicing it out loud to let me hear it all on purpose or b/c they're so blehhh to me right now..oh well...i talked to ate, she said i just have to tough it out and get thick skinned about it..cuz i know eventually it'll get out to the rest of my relatives and i'm sure i'll hear it from them too..sad isn't it?...that my parents associate my wanting to move out as being "americanized"...i'm sure they'd love me to stay home until i was married..well..if they lived closer to family..closer to anything lively at all..just closer...and were more open-minded with things..hey, you never know..it could've happened..but it's not..so for now, i just have to deal with it all..just hard sometimes...like ate said..i have to remember, that they're just being like this b/c they miss their daughters...

so it's been a pretty emotional week..i'll end with saying...rest in peace grandma lucy..we know you're in a better place and you'll always be missed!