Wednesday, October 19, 2005

While we are focusing on fear, worry, or hate, it is not possible for us to be experiencing happiness, enthusiasm or love.
-Bo Bennett


I fear: losing any chance at a decent relationship with my parents/getting old/dying/being alone

I worry: that things might not turn out how I thought they would/about letting my parents down

I hate: the stupid crazy biznatch (then again, hate is such a strong word..and you can only really hate someone if you love them..and i do not love this lady...bah, stupid stupid woman!!)

However..

I'm happy: though my parents may not understand "the why's" of my recent choices..they're still my parents..they'll always be the overbearing, protective, old school parents that love me & my sisters..even if they do have weird ways of showing it/the last 3...as long as i know i'm enjoying life with those i love..things will be okay

I'm enthusiastic: of things to come..moving out..future travels..

About Love: I'm glad to be surrounded by people who love me..though we all may have our disagreements..I know that my loved ones are always there for me.

yah yah uber cheesy...but i have to be thankful for what i have instead of letting other things stress me out...good to remind myself of these things too..so i don't take it for granted, like i sometimes do=(..but it's a learning thing for me..

anyways..there's a new word..the uber sexual male..haha what will they come up with next

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