Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.
-TS (Thomas Stearns) Elliot

so i'm moved out!..picked up the final load monday night..kinda surreal for me still..i know i know..i've lived on my own before..but the past 3 years i've been so used to just going homehome..it was weird driving out monday night to the place i shall call home for the next year..haha not homehome..just home=P...the drive to san gabriel was..hmm peaceful..not like my my other boyfriend's (orlando bloom..hehe) solo drive cross country in elizabethtown..but it still had that moment of satisfaction to it..which was escalated since i was listening to the lost in translation soundtrack..for some reason when track 5 started playing..i felt like i had those funny movie type grins on my face..you know..where at the end of the movie the guy/girl is walking or driving away and just gets this satisfactory grin on his/her face like everything's going to be alright...and that's the feeling i got..

yah so i still sometimes feel guilty for not carpooling with my dad anymore..but at least when i went home again on monday my parents were being really nice..not the mumbling grumbling like before..and now for some reason my mom has been just giving me random phone calls..so i let her entertain me sometimes and listen to her random rambles..and today me & lou took my dad out for lunch..it's his biiiiiiiirthday..happy birthday daddy-oooo...so i'd like to think that this is a start for a better relationship..hehe cross your fingers.

so how far have i come along with settling in to the new place?..uhhh well i spent like an hour disinfecting and bleaching the bathroom last night so that i can feel comfortable taking showers/dumps/potties in there..man that was tiring...i swear i must've inhaled soooo many fumes..but at least my first shower was rewarding enough for all the sweat i went through..ha! ..my room is still a mess..at least my bed is up..still need to get a new comforter..my closet needs to get organized..my computer has to be set up still..i need to buy another power strip before i can set it up..boooooooo...oh well..we don't have internet anyways until monday..and i haaaaaaaaaaate target..well not really..i love that place..which is why i hate it=P..so many good deals..but alas..i was restricted by boyfriend to only buy the necessities..and was told i'd get a reward if i did..so pay up buddy..whatcha got for me?=)...

i'm still in awe that i moved out..yay this'll be fun..hehe now remember cici..it was okay to blog about your old roommates..now that it's me..uhhhh we'll have to discuss that issue..hahahhahah...mwahahahhaha....bohahahhah..hehhe...=P...duuuude i so have to get used to the crappy drivers in this area..hello, red light means stop..green means go...and it is NOT okay to cross the street when i'm going 45mph when you should be waiting for your turn to cross...bah on stupid people..c'mon now! i swear..how did some of these people get their licenses? so besides the drivers/peds..there's the trains...i think i shall invest in a fan like cici so that i don't have to keep my window open and hear the blaring horns of the trains as they pass by..i will admit..monday night i woke up to 4 trains..last night only 2!!!..hopefully tonight...zero!!!..wow that's like an arithmetic sequence isn't it? you know...what number comes next: 4, 2, __....haha i'm a nerd yes..thank you=)

so today's after work activity..more unpacking..more cleaning..yay fun?!!