I am only one,
but still I am one.
I cannot do everything,
but still I can do something.
And because I cannot do everything
I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.
-Edward Everett Hale

i feel like i'm in one of those funk moods that just make everything so blah...maybe it has something to do with the weather..not sure..it's that feeling i get where i just want to lie down, close my eyes and just relax to some good music..or maybe watch lost in translation to jumble up my head more than it is right now..haha..why can't things just stay constant? this roller coaster i'm on right now seems like it's on a huge downhill..i'm waiting for the uphill ride..it's like moving out was just like one of those tiny mounds on colossus..a tease for the huge dip to come..i am happy and all about the move..but there's just other factors that are weighing me down right now...hard to keep things in perspective lately..at least *crossing fingers* the whole deal with the shady biznatch will end tomorrow..i hope i hope..please please..one thing to cross off of my list of stressingness..anyways..don't want to start wallowing in my self pity..but thank you to boyfriend for trying to cheer me up this morning..i like those talks=)

hmm let's try to cheer up now...oh happy belated bday cicely!! aka..roomie..heheh=)..glad i was able to help you break in your bed!!...hahhaha...dork!..man..this monday marks the beginning of marathon training...ahhhhhhhhhhhh..i haven't ran in like 2 weeks!..so busy with moving and unloading and trying to make things pretty..not to mention that i have to start studying for that icky yuck test in april..this time no lagging and studying like 3 weeks before the test..hehe..i need to get disciplined again..luckily there's a library that's really close to the apartment..oh i'm going to be such a nerd..and this time..no giving in to peer pressure..even if it means having to miss out on a good 'ol roscoes lunch with the gang..have to stay strong and not give in..need to focus on studying and running..hahaha...i'm going to be like a robot from now until mid-april..then it'll be back to lazy old me=)..

yay day off tomorrow...love these holidays..november always goes by so fast!..that's good and bad...well the only bad is that it means my 26th is coming up way sooner than i'd like...26? grrrrrreat..ehhhh i think i'll work out right now..maybe it'll help ease my mood=P