Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly.
-Langston Hughes

doesn't langston sound like such a smart person name? ah well to me it does..i remember when i was watching the real world philly and there was a langdon, and i was like, oh smart name too..but nah i think i like langston better..hehe..okay as an aside, i learned from anne marie and cicely that i talk all the time with ...'s which are known as ellipses..never knew the name..hahha okay so i talk and talk and don't split my paragraphs as much as i should..ehhhhh..=)....

see just for you guys..split my looooooooooooooong phrases=P

so anyways..last night we had our annual girlie christmas dinner/gift exchange..will post pics when i get them developed..yah yah developed..be quiet..i love my dad's old school camera!..lots of laughs and food at our apt...mmmm..always good to have chinese food when you haven't had it for such a long time..even better eating it while watching some sex and the city..and so while i'm still confused as to tinz's description of me being like carrie/miranda...well more confusion on the miranda:

tinz: belle, she's like a mix of carrie and miranda.
me: miranda? but she's like buuuuuuuuuuuutch!
tinz: no!!!!!!!!!...cuz you're not too girly girly like carrie.
me: heeeeeeeeey!
tinz: hehe no i mean, like miranda likes sports and she's all competitive.
me: heeeeeeeeeeeeey! hahahah heeeeeeeeeeeey!

hahah freaking tinz...it was still a good night as always..aww i miss those girls!..almost the complete set...but at least we got to see andree on friday....anne marie cracks the heck out of me with her driving stories..heheh... oh okay, funny moment...a little vulgar but funny=P...we were watching the episode where the guy miranda is with wants her to talk dirty while they have sex..so we started talking about using dick/cock in a sentence..would you rather say "he's such a dick" or "he's such a cock!" almost all of us went with the former..tinz the latter..hahahah...i dunno, okay well maybe you had to be there but it was freaking hilarious..we shall do dinner and more sex and the city again! sooner than later please=)!!!!!

so christmas is done..seemed like a blur..but then it'll leave me anticipating next year's christmas even more..so tiring driving back and forth to vegas..but well worth it..and it should be again, since we're going there for new year's too..get to hang out with the familia again..too bad ate & jason can't make it this weekend..boo..again..always next year=)...man..our 3 secret santa gift exchanges were freaking soooo funny...hahah..and now i can't wait to go shopping at the outlets..hehe...i won't go crazy don't worry boyfriend..but i need clothes..and shoes..and bags..haha...uh-oh!..mmm and probably the last weekend to fully stuff myself with all the yummy food that'll be at the house..then it's back to being disciplined for the marathon training..at least i hope=P.

man so i loooooooooooove listening to "seasons of love" and "light my candle" from the rent soundtrack..serious..just hearing the opening intro to both songs just gives a happy feeling right away..i like to listen to them on my drive home from work..that and another track that boyfriend burned for me..very good relax and stress free songs..which i always welcome..ehhh time for some work..