Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.
-David Borenstein.

hmm so i think i've always believed in signs..i know superstitious right? but they just seem to always occur at my biggest moments of doubt. like i'll be thinking of something that can make such a huge impact on my life..and there you go..a bunch of signs pointing me to the direction that i was already leaning towards..funny no? i dunno..or maybe it's all in my head..and i'm MAKING myself see these things..no, that can't be right..i'm just easily amused how's that?..ha..but yah..i guess it's a good thing anyways..in times of doubt and confusion, things will always turn out the way they should. so cliche i know..

so we went to a luncheon today for 2 of my co-workers..at todai..mmm crepes! dude buffets are evil..hahah..but then again it becomes a motivation for me to run since i've been so lazy on my runs lately=P...gosh..suppose to do a 16 miler this weekend..what happens?..i didn't run all weekend and ran just 7 yesterday..*sigh*...studying has sucked up that motivation!

anyways..so we're leaving todai today right? and i get an interesting thing said to me..."hey, your head's getting big!"..which in my co-workers funky language is equivalent to , "you're losing too much weight that your head seems to be getting bigger."..so he tells me...this was the second time he's said this..the first was last year while i trained for the marathon..then today..and duuuuuuuude it's not like i don't stuff my face like crazy..i eat like 5 times a day..but he seemed to imply that maybe there's more to my losing weight then just running..now should i take offense to this? well it's not as bad as last year when one of my co-workers quietly hinted in front of others, including me, that i was bulimic..that i took offense too..so yah, my quick witted dorky response?.."so, do you want to join me on one of my 10+ mile runs then and see how that goes?" to which she quickly faltered her speech and tried to laugh it off as a joke...i dunno man..it sucks sometimes..but what can you do right? suck it up and realize life goes on..with or without retarded comments like that...ehhh i'm just sensitive right now i guess...bahhh...

weekend was good..belated happy birthdays to jay & danielle..hope the week goes by faster and off to a better start then yesterday..please..