What one has not experienced, one will never understand in print.
-Isadora Duncan

so i'm trying to be more disciplined in studying right?..hahah but the more i'm studying the more i think of how much of a vacation i want to go on when the test is over=P...i'm so retarded i know..but it's my motivation to study harder=)...so yah, japan october 2006 peoples..it's on! woohoo..and so we were talking about what cities we'd be going to..tokyo/mt.fuji/hakone/kyoto and i was like..ooooh light bulb:

tokyo = kyoto if you rearrange the letters...i NEVER noticed that!!! i wonder if that was on purpose..anyone??

so anyways...since i'm all excited for japan now..i'm starting to get the new year's traveller's itch..uhh seems reminiscent to last year when i was planning for costa rica..i just wanted to go EVERYWHERE!!..so i'm going to hope my credit card doesn't hate me..or me for even thinking of abusing my credit card=P...but i'd like to go to a tropical beachy area at the end of april..hahah.and guess what? i found an all inclusive deal to cabo!! 5 nights for $599..i consulted w/ others and found out that that's not a bad deal at all..but since i know i'm not thinking clearly..i'll wait on that one for a bit to at least let it sink in my head that i'm spending way too much than i should be..yet the little bugger on my shoulder keeps telling me "aww c'mon, when else will you get to travel to all these places? gotta do it now=)"...geeeeez, how can i say no to that???..hahah...

and it's not like i'm saving so great right now anyways...not when my roomie is such a bad influence on me w/ my hidden shoe addiction=P...i used to always always always buy at least 1 pair of shoes a month..this was back in the day..then i saw the credit card bill racking up..and later i started donating shoes to salvation army/family in philippines which i DIDN'T even wear yet!! oh shame on me i know!!!!!!..but all those shoes were always bought for a good deal..i promise=)...so i totally toned down on buying shoes..but man..in the past 2 months i just bought 4 pairs of shoes..well one i needed..a new pair of running shoes!..and i totally needed the casual beige shoes from aldo, and hel-looo i do need chill boots for when we go on our snowboarding trips..and you can't deny a new pair of dress up boots right? especially when they were on sale?...i'm justified right?..right! *sigh*...then i cringe when i see my monthly statement..and now here i am going on a travelling splurge..heheheheh...i'm hopeless..at least i have boyfriend constantly reminding me of the big purchases i want to make in the future..so that usually snaps me back into reality..i should do like that one commercial..put a tick mark on the shoe box for everytime i wear a shoe..then i know i got my money's worth..yah that's a good one!

you know...this past friday i think was my first like, real night alone at the apartment..i mean...weekdays i've been alone and stuff and i'm used to that..but weekend..yah this i think was my first time alone..no roommate..boyfriend was out w/ the boys..no going out for me..i just relaxed at home...watched "saved"..hahah that movie is freaking funny..did some studying...chatted online..pretty relaxing i might add...also sad i guess..i was like..hmm let me call so and so, oh wait..don't want to bother them..it is friday! and i'm sure everyone but me is out...then i started getting all mushy and like...aww i have no friends..hahahha...totally pms'ing all right!..then i got over it and became all bummy..it was nice..geez i just re-read this paragraph and i feel all dorky..oh well...at least someone can get a good laugh out of it=)..if i did that..then woohooo..hahahahahah