When you come to the end of all the light you know, and it's time to step into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing that one of two things will happen: Either you will be given something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
-Edward Teller

eventful weekend..all i can say is chocolate, cheese, san diego, friends, mud, marines and cameras make for interesting and memorable times..hahah..so c'mon, speaking of the mud run it was uber loads of fun. let's get more than one team next time out and do a wager..hahha that'll be motivational=P. so you'd think that tyrant boyfriend would let me rest since we just had an event on sunday. but what was i thinking? rest? there's no resting in TRAINING! yah, we're suppose to do this in august..and since i haven't really trained on a bike except for at the gym, hehe..louie boy wants to whip me into duathlon shape=P..gosh duathlon is such an ugly word compared to triathlon. but seeing as how i don't trust myself doing an open water swim, i'll stick to duathlons..hehe..

woohoo so me and tinzers finished our first ever decorated cakes on tuesday. i gave mine away to my co-worker seeing as how i'll be having to make a cake every week and don't want to go on cake overload..hehe so if anyone wants a cake let me know..otherwise i'll just bring them into work each week..or sadly..throw them away after i've taken a billion pics of them..hahah..oh, and if you want the cake let me know if you have a cake flavor preference=). so yah, once i develop my pics and get the pics from cici's camera uploaded..i'll be cheesy and post them up. we were so proud of ourselves after we decorated the cake on tuesday..haha no modesty needed..when the teacher was complimenting us we were all shy taking the compliments. but once we got home we were all like..awwwwwwwww the cakes look so pretty..hahah..but man, i have a new appreciation for those crazy decorated cakes you see on display. so much detail..makes for a sore hand and arm man! squeezing out that frosting is a workout in itself!! i do suck at cake writing though, that's the one thing i'm like eww yuck about..totally ruined my cake..hahah..one day i'll get better=). preparing the cake is freaking tiresome, but the decorating part is soooooooooo much fun! i'm so excited for next week already.

so me & boyfriend are going to look at houses again this weekend..kinda excited but at the same time trying to be realistic in how hard it's really going to be to actually get the one we like. so sad. i guess i should set myself up for disappointment so that i'm not too sad if we can't get it? yah maybe i should try that..blahhhhhhhhh freaking housing market toying with my emotions!..hehe

i'm surprised at how fast this week has been going. ive been so swamped this week at work that i guess time is just flying by. enough time to pass for me to take a look at the date today and realize, dang it's already mid june! time to hit the beaches yo!!!!