Assumptions allow the best in life to pass you by.
-John Sales

oh my goooooooooosh i feel so horrible right now. i just went to the cafeteria downstairs to buy some soup and i saw this old man walking right towards me as i was looking at the choices. he totally bumps into me, like his fist nudges me at my jacket pocket area. i'm thinking "freaking rude ass!" but he does apologize and walks away. then i think it's b/c earlier me & my co-worker were talking about the gypsies in europe that i quickly check my pocket, hehe cuz that's where my lunch money was. money is there, so my tummy will be happy. then i see the guy walking into the back and i'm like, ohhhh he works here and he's putting out the daily specials. then as we're in line to pay, that same guy goes to help out one of the cashiers and starts a new line. so as the guy in front of me switches lines to him i'm wondering why the old man keeps looking upwards and punching into the register all slow. and it's not til i hear him telling the guy to pay what is on the screen, that i realize the old man is blind. i'm mean. i felt so bad. i was like ohhhhhhhh that's why he ran into me. i felt so bad. sorry mr. worker man.=/

there is this other guy who works in our building that is blind. it freaks me out when i see him crossing the busy streets of downtown or walking on the uneven sidewalks. sometimes i just want to pull him to safety or just take his hand and cross the street with him ( you know like in amelie when she does that to the old man and describes the whole actions of the neighborhood to him?). but yah, someone told me that's probably not the nicest thing to do b/c some people take it offensively. so okay, nix that thought.

hmm so i haven't blogged so much. not that i was really good at keeping it up regularly as it is anyways. i'll think, oh i want to blog that..hehe then i just get lazy. so here i am. trying to empty out my thoughts. mmm so gail & kirun took me out to dinner last week for a belated bday. we went to lucca cafe in irvine. it's like a tapas style place where you order a bunch of dishes and share it. man soooooooo good, but so bad. we kept wanting to try everything! thank you ladies again=). my co-workers even surprised me last week with a cake and lunch. man and i was trying to keep my bday under raps from them b/c it's just another day of the year=P. but mmm kings hawaiian is always good.

so i'm trying to get used to saying "hey come over to our place!" it just sounds so strange to me. not that i've never said it before about the other places i've lived at, it's just weird to say it when it IS actually your place. ehhh i dunno. probably just me. so we're slowly getting things together. still have lots of unpacking and reorganizing to do. but if you're ever in the area, then hey come over to our place=). ooooh and we can play some wii! that thing is freaking awesome. thank you nintendo for bringing back the kid in me. hehe.

i'm starting to get into the christmas mood. hehe i know it should've already kicked in like after thanksgiving right? but i really want to get a christmas tree! i had to argue my reasons to boyfriend about why we should get a real christmas tree vs. a fake one. at least for this year!!! now, if i can just convince him to maintain it too..muahahhaha...jk! i think i want to go to michael's or joanns or something and get some decorations. yay should be fun!

this weekend was only the 2nd shockers game that i was able to play in. and man, i freaking got worked dude. i played center field so that we could spread out the guys to help in the outfield. gosh, i think once the other team realized that i was a girl they knew to hit to me. me & joe got a workout running after those hits. not to mention the strong wind making the ball go even farther. ha, but the best had to be when the ball bounced out of the field and into the neighborhood hitting one of the cars parked on the street. it just hit i think either the tire or the bumper but the alarm started going off and the dogs started barking. me & joe were like...uhhh we're not getting that one, sorry! hahaha. boo and i have this huge bruise/welt on my shin in my attempt to field a grounder. it was one of those ones that's going straight to you, then takes a jump in the other direction b/c of the uneven grass..baaaaaaaah. and then i tweaked my left ankle when i ran to first base and tapped my foot on the base. it's not so bad now, just hurts a bit when i rotate the ankle. oh well. last game this sunday against that same team. psshh maybe this time we can moonwalk on their home plate! suckers!!! that is so mean. ahhh the joys of the game=).

freaking a, i'm out of shape. training this year is going to be crazy. and heroes. why must i have to wait another month. ahhhhhhhh!