One joy scatters a hundred grieves.
-Chinese Proverb


so after finally getting my little baby bump and being super excited..haha i encounter my first rude comments about being "big" during my pregnancy. to the extent that i'm so big at 4 months that maybe i'm having twins? ha, oh well..i knew it'd happen. just didn't think so fast! yeah i was a little bummed at first, but had to realize..well some people just don't understand. until you experience the same thing, you never really know what the other person is going through right? i think that can be said in various situations. so as irked as i was when it happened, i tried to take it as a grain of salt...especially considering the person who said it.


either way, i vented about it and came home from work to lie on the couch bc i was getting a little tired. i was just lying on my side and closing my eyes for a bit before i started doing errands.  and i'm not sure if it's what i think it was, but i think i had my first baby flutters! it kinda had that feeling like when your heart kinda skips a beat...your stomach is full of butterflies. i think that was a flutter? hahah then i started giggling, put my hand on my tummy and was like..baby, are you trying to cheer me up? hehe then i waited and waited for more flutters but i was already happy that i got to feel this one. i think now's the time when i can feel the baby a bit. can't wait til he or she starts kicking more and moving around. awww i'm going to love these moments. it really is the little things that make me gush sometimes.