Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.
--Soren Kierkegaard

Woohoo no traffic on the way home...that's a first!...makes my day a bit brighter not having to be stuck in a car for like 1/8 of my day every day!!...so today at work i got to go out onto the field and do some measuring...dang it was freaking hot up in there!..and then we went to lunch at islands...and i got my first medium-well burger..ewww...yuck..i thought medium well was practically well done...was i wrong...ewww..okay i'm being over-dramatic..but i like my meat cooked..so please..next time i feel the urge to try something new..make sure it's fully cooked for me yah?...=P..you know what irked me a lot today at work...i noticed that guys seem to back check the work done by a girl..yet if it was done by a guy co-worker...than things are all good...why is that? please..someone explain that to me...it's like..i work my ass of in school..only to be treated as though i don't know any better..hmm..or maybe i'm just being insecure for working in a predominantly male environment? i even got told by someone that i'll never make as much as my counterpart!!!...whatta way to boost someone's confidence with their first job huh?..so is this insecurity?..i dunno..you tell me...that reminds me..i think i'm gonna listen to that women basher on 97.1 tomorrow...people can be real jerk-offs sometimes!..maybe someday i'll understand the male mind...til then..who knows what's going on in there!..i think my all girls school attitude is kicking in huh?...ah well..geez it's sooooo hot today!..it was suppose to be like 108 over in the valley...well if i look at it in a positive way..it's like my own personal sauna..so my little sister is out learning how to drive right now with my dad...gosh...i can't believe how old she's gotten...time just flies by man...and soon i'll be 23...ahhhh..i'd like to stay 21 for-ev-er!!!....all right...need to get a cool drink to cool me down..laterz yo!

-aloha and mahalo...belle=)