Saturday, February 05, 2005

Failure is not the only punishment for laziness; there is also the success of others.
-Jules Renard

duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude i have no motivation to study=(..i had this grand 'ol plan that i'd be studying for my test all day today..ehhh and to work on an overtime project i got assigned to me yesterday from work..yuck..so..i got up around 945..ahhh felt so good to sleep in..booked our flights to vegas for my sister's bachelorette party..hehe vegas baby..and then i should have left at 11 to work/study..hahah riiiight..instead i stayed on the computer til 3pm trying to help my sister w/ her honeymoon preparations..when i finally did decide to study, i didn't get to starbucks til 4pm..great..it was a good feeling to be out on my own though..i was like..hmm is this how it'll be when i move out?..woohoo..so anyways..i'm working on my ot project for about 2 hours..then it's on to study...yah..my studying consisted of flipping through the pages..highlighting random equations that i think i could find some use for..tabbing the chapters..working on like 4 really easy example problems..and then 730 hit..and i was like..hmmmm should i leave?..yah i think i should, since i'm getting charged every half hour for parking (that's the only bad thing about l.a..gotta pay to park..dang west hollywood starbucks!=P)...so there you go..my productive saturday failed..hehe..ummm..this is not a good thing..i really REALLY need to study..but freaking a, i don't know how to concentrate anymore..my mind just wanders incessently over the randomest things..like...my mocha frapuccino was stronger than usual, i want to be on vacation, i can't believe i don't know how to do these problems, what's specific gravity again?, manometer/water resources whaaaaaaaaaaat?, we're going to vegas next weekend..yah you know..stuff like that...so now i feel guilty..maybe i'll bring my study stuff to jovan's tomorrow and study after we run?..let's hope so..ha!

alright..time to eat and load up on carbs..attempting a 20 mile run tomorrow..yay, fun?..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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